Sawadikarp.. ;)

♥ ok taecyeon ♥

doesn't want me to go.. aahh.. don't worry bb, i won't forget u.. ;)

pray for my safe journey guys.. && i'll see u again next week.

my plane is set on 8.25a.m tomorrow so i'm gonna go to LCCT

 at 4.30am tomorrow morning..

*yawn bt excited!!~~ 

in my wish no more..

 

yes. that's me with my new funky black & white glasses.

i wished it came in red rimmed but still i'm not losing my hope to search for it. i just couldn't say no to this baby since my mom wants to belanja her dearest daughter.. *ehem ;)

that's Mochachino *mocha & me posing for the camera. key has to watch his back coz there's a new cat in town that can rock the blue eyes & diva-ish attitude!!~ ;D

 

coz mocha is soo addictive. & she loves to baring2 on my mommy's cute stomach.

BTW,

i have to start packing or i'll miss my flight on Friday. lalala. can't wait.

i'm listening to John Legend- everybody knows 

guilty pleasure

My Shinee Romeos

i love love the candid pics && key is totally rocking the blue eyes with his diva-ish attitude. ;)

i've downloaded all the songs for this new album but still i'm tempted to buy the album coz the pics are to die for. mmm.. maybe it can be in my next wishlist,the songs are okay, 

and maybe i'll get the hang of it after few times listening to them.. 

now, i'm kinda liking please don't go by the duo tht have the strongest voices.

 & senorita is also catching up fast to be in my playlist chart. 

still, i'm hooked on with Juliette. the dance is so powerful & charismatic. 

can't wait for the comeback!!~~

now, can you guys understand why he's my favourite? 

he's just so random & such a klutz. plus he can rock that colorful top perfectly w his blue eyes.

kimkey, u're definitely my romeo & i promise i'll be loyal to u & taecyeon.. promise.. ;)

BTW,

magnae is definitely hotter than ever since his bowlcut hair period. 

digging this style although many begged him to cut his hair.. he's growing perfectly.

while drooling & making this post, i listen to: Senorita by SHinee (nice song)

a bitchy female doctor..

aku ngah hangin ni.. panas cuaca ku boleh tahan, tp panas sebab doktor ni.. mmg xleh tahan.

 yes, this post will be told in dual languages. Ya Allah, kau sabarkanlah hambamu ini.. aku baru je balik dari klinik kerajaan dekat ngn umah aku ni. Sambil mnitis air mataku bercerita ni. aku mmg jarang marah apatah lagi nk berkurang ajar ngn mana2 makhluk Allah mahupown senior citizens. Sungguh aku mmg xbaek, tp aku pandai bfikir mana yg buruk & baek sstu benda tu. story yg mnyeksa jiwa ni bmula begini..

klinik kerajaan mmg banyk pesakit, tu aku pown paham. no aku td 124 dn room oren. ade 2 doktor pmpn yg muda kat situ & 1 nurse yg bising mulutnyer. aku survey je bilik tu n tgk banyak sgt pesakit yg masuk bilik 2, kirenya doktor tu non stop panggil pesakit masuk coz maybe dh kul 12.30 ms tu. nk cepat kuar rehat maybe, i'm not so sure myself. bile time aku, aku dpt dr. yg aku xpnh jmpa ag sblm ni. masuk2 je, ade 1 auntie ni dh sound dh nurse td ckp, 'laenkali bgtau la yg kena sign dr. nurse tu pown bising, kn td dh ckp.. bmula la negatif impression aku kat bilik tu again& again. 

terus aku duduk n bg pendapat aku kt dr. bitchy ni, ngn nada xkuat tp xpelahan cz byk pesakit, aku tkt dia xdgr.. 

i:  mcmne saye nk tunjuk body sy kalu manyak laki kat sini, npe pggl btubi2 pesakit.?' 

     ni je aku ckp, ttba 

dr.b*:  ni ckp,ape sakit awak ni? cite je la dlu sakit nyer ni ttba nk maen marah je, sy kna jmpa byk pesakit la.  kat sni mmg mcm ni pggl byk2. ni bukan nyer private  hospital tgk sowg2. ape awk engat ni private hospital k?!!~ dan dia tgk kad aku smbil ckp, baru 21 thn dh kurang ajar. pe nk jd la dgn budak2 zmn skang ni??!!!

             

 aku terkesima & tkelu pastu rasa maybe salah aku, n  apologized. yes, what a coward kn i ni towards org yg ptt help take care kite tp dh marah2 kite cm lembu je.

dr.b*:   mmg saye marah, saye ngh marah ni.. aku nk je ckp.. marah ko je ko tau, marah aku??  tp diam mbisu sahaja.

dr.b* : ape masalah ko ni? ko sakit pe ni?? 

dia guna 'ko' tuk aku.. wah, politenyerr dr. ni kan dlm ati aku.. terus xde respect lgsg. 

i: mcmni la dr., kalu dr. benci sgt tgk muka sy, tulis je kt kad tu for my next visit let me see another dr. xyah jmpa dr. dh

dr.b*: mmg saye nk tulis pown, sy mmg xmo jmpa awk lg.. dh la sy marah ni xde mood nk tgk awk ni. duduk je dlu biar dr. sblh ni jmpa awk!

aku cm terkejut gile, tp nk wat cmne. org yg pandai xnk jmpa kite so i just sat there w/out glancing at her a bit pown cz my pride was hurt & my heart ached. how could she said something like tht to her patient. if i'm her biggest prob, she should just handled me with patience. coz as far as i know, everyday dr. is working with people & its her job to ensure tht the patience is treated, rite? now my respect for dr at that klinik is decreasing. 

then, thank God cz dr from my previous visit took me to another room to examinate me cz that room is just filling with men & people and how could i show my body to them, rite?? if u're wondering what my problem is, let me just clarify here tht i indeed,have a very bad body skin. but now,  it just keeps on spreading to my heart & dignity. 

in the other room, i couldn't control my tears no more and just burst out crying.. i told the dr. what's on my mind & she checked me thoroughly & get me a recommended letter to see dermatologist. no more seeing that bitch's face for sure.. b4 i went out from the room, i said loudly, ' terima kasih la dr. banyak2 k.' with a very cynical tone && w/out looking at tht bitch's face! hope tht she remembers me well, bcz i won't forget hers. 

 maybe in her world, it's okay for older, more number in one's age to be rude towards the younger one but it's way wrong for a 21 y.o to be rude although she is badly treated? 

well, what can i say. life is so full of surprises & soo unfair. 

BTW,

umor dr. bitchy ni cm baru2 jd doktor gak. how do i know? it's easy.

 bcoz she's lack in humanity & politeness factor.

what a day..

it was a very dissapointed day bcoz the only thing i want right now 

is nowhere to be found..

it was a very tiring day bcoz i spend most of the day searching for it high & low..

it was a very sad day bcoz my uncle, Abah has passed away in his sleep without

even giving any chance to his beloved wife & children to be by his side..

it was a peaceful day bcoz i realized that life is a journey where u have to experience it

whole heartedly & do good. enjoy life while u can but still remember the limit of oneself's. 

so as a conclusion, i had been through a numbers of emotion in a day && it has been

a very life experienced moment..

Abah, may u be guided throughout your new journey of life..

u'll always in our ♥

*al-fatihah..

result of my 4-hours inai time

♥ i love wearing inai. ♥

i just spend 4 hours doing nothing but chatted online on facebook with my dear hanis.. well, it's not chatting about the world, more like spazzing about boys that we have our eyes set on.. which both of us love to do.. ;)

maybe if i'm not lazy, i will do another layer.. 

BTW,

considering that the weather is hot nowadays, i have been spending my time eating jambu 88 that is soo juicy && i couldn't stop myself from eating unless i'm full, of course..  

i have downloaded Shinee's Juliet song && i've been replaying it since. the more i listen to it, the more i couldn't wait to see the mv && their comeback. still hesitate & wonder w/ther the song is strong enuff to go against 2ne1's song & suju's it's u.. nvm, hope they will have an awesome comeback!!~~

key is still in my heart but in the meantime, 2PM boys still make me come back for more.. ;)

while making this post, i listen to: Shinee - Juliet

still a believer.. TAECYUL

i was a bit soo dissapointed yesterday when 2 of my fav guy & gal were on the same stage at the same time but there were none interaction made between them.. but guess what, they were meant to be together.. if only they knew it & just take a chance to be together.. gah, that can soo happen in my lala land. this is becoz, when i went to soshified to satisfy my daily dose of my gals, i jumped to the 2pm generation pairing topic & i saw this pic posted.. clean & clear.. i am soo loving other TAECYUL believers.. keep them coming guys.. 

it is in my best interest to see that Taec is near to my yuri & doesn't mind showing it off. he likes where he stands & wants to stay there long time, i can tell just by looking at the pix. we can also see that written on his bff, seung ol's sad face. or maybe he has his eyes fixed on yuri too.. one can only dream.. this make me soo happy although i'm soo tired having to clean my backyard for the whole day today.. ;)

BTW,

i'm totally going to change my siggie in soompi to this pix as my banner..

&& for 2ne1's debut performance.. it's okay i guess but still can't force myself to like them.. sorry.. other than that, Suju's it's u perf has once again made me a drooling fan!! the song & 

the dance are awesome. still no kibum. aww.. i'm still rooting Kyuhyun, Siwon && Donghae.. 

while making this post, i listen to: Again - 603

who has more choc to offer??

fierce battle between these hot guys.. & i Love both men to bits so i can't decide in my state rite now who deserve to be in bed with me tonite.. but 1 thing is definitely happening is that i'm going to sleep thinking about:

Ok Taecyeon coz he's thinking bout me too. ;)

&& i can still dream of key having choc abs himself, rite?

don't worry bb, i'm still a proud pedo noona.. ;)

while doing this post, i listen to: my heart jumping up & down ;)

Hindustan Fever..

    

it was yesterday when i found out that i had this fever to watch indian movie.. and the story that i chose as my medicine is the most prestigious & epic movie ever made that is Black. it featured Rani Mukherji, my favourite Indian actress ever && Amitabh Bachan. Black is based on the true story of Helen Keller. It begins with Michelle McNally (Rani), a blind, deafand mute woman, visited by her former teacher and her magician that suffers from Alzheimer's disease (Amitabh). The film then flashbacks to the past to her childhood days where she first met her teacher.

This is a must watch movie for those who haven't had the chance to. Both Rani & Amitabh gave amazing works and they deserve the prizes & awards that showered them because of this movie. BTW, i cried throughout this movie coz its soo sad & the acting made me more in tears.. awesome && soo perfect. ;)

   

Today's main course is this movie: Saawariya by the same director of Black,

 Sanjay Lela Bhansali..

&& another piece of art and my favourite movie other than Mujhse Dosti Karoge,

Vivah - Shahid Kapoor is the perfect man for me to marry. ;)

big kudos to those who uploaded the movies at youtube.. && keep them coming. 

while doing this post, i listen to: Navi ft Jaybum - my heart is hurt

Shinee is Coming~~

 

yeah.. unfortunately this is gonna be the theme for my boys' upcoming album, Romeo.

it's not that i'm not liking the colors & outfits plus the masks.. i am truly the color master but, 

i think i am just kinda shock seeing my bb in his white singlet.. i mean, is s.m father getting poorer for making these awesome boys wearing weird & myb cheap stuff?? gah, he's been rocking hoodies, beanies, other classy && sexy style before so i have to hear & see this first before i can decide w/ther i'm going to kill their stylist or not. ;( 

minho, that boots are killing me softly dear.. 

but, key definitely is the most outstanding boy in my heart && eyes.. totally and forever.. ;) 

not being biased here, really

still, can't wait for my boys to be back!!~ 

owh, the comeback is set to be on 21st May.. 

i'm becoming addicted to this song: PCD - Hush Hush

Mama's Day Celebration @ Mid

  

        

  

   

pictures hold million words describing them..

today word for me is just: Happy..

celebrated mama's day today at Mid Valley, had tons of fun with my family && even became dorky with my sister.. ;) we ate at Manhattan Fish Market && it had lots of fish in the dish but the food was awesome & delicious.. 

lastly, i bought Acap's present. u still remember bout the jacket i told u earlier, rite??..

so, here it is.. purchased this from Romp retail for Rm79.90

anything for my sayunk.. ;)

hope he likes it.. 

Happy Mother's Day, mama && i LOVE u..

while making this post, i listen to: PCD - hush hush

Star Trek The Movie 2009

is

hello, it's saturday already and last nite my big bro had been soo kind & belanjer me & my lil brother to go watch Star Trek 2009. At first I hesitated coz i'm not a big fan of this type of movie coz i'm cheesy like that y'all.. ;) so, i guess it was a wise decision for me to watch this movie as it has a very good storyline && it starts from the very basic story so that i can understand it better. there are a lot of big names that involved. winona ryder playing Spocks's mother. Zachary quinto playing my fav character Spock, Chris Pine that is hot but still can't make me love him more, i-don't know why, he's playing captain Kirk and the rest.. there is even Eric Bana who played the villain. shocking, at 1st i couldn't tell bt then i was so sure coz i hv a pair of amazing eyes. =D

earlier today when i was bored, i wanted to make a new wallie featuring my current obsession, Ok taecyeon with the help of various tuts. but i couln't finished it coz i was interrupted with the invitation from my bro to watch the movie so i promise tht i'll finish it by tomorrow && maybe a few more creations tht i might show it here tomorrow.. 

now i'm feeling tired && want to hv a good nite sleep so..

oyasuminasai..

BTW,

my heart is still firmly longing for Kim Key & Oc taecyeon.. <33>

while doing this post, i listen to: Cobra Starship ft Leighton Meester Queen B - good girl

A drama worth my 10 Long hours today

what did i do most of the day today??

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.

.

i watched this amazing drama that has Hiro Mizushima, the hottie being a perfect butler. I still remember being madly & insanely in love with this guy when he played namba senpai in HanaKimi. This time around, he's playing a butler that is soo perfect that i wish i have a butler like him. He serves Mei-chan && falls in love with her. but the problem is his former lady that he served b4 couldn't take her hands off him and became soo obssesed & wanted him just herself. Rihito ran away and in this period of time he developed a crush on Mei chan that only leads him to become her butler. The leading actress is Eikura Nana, although i'm not a biggest fan of hers but she is kinda good but still not digging her new shorter do' though. The drama is filled with lots of fun, happy, sad, heartbreaking and funny moments altogether. i had fun watching it && couldn't do anything else while watching except for eating.. ;)

i truly love when he & she kiss, && when they are interupted by her friends, they quickly act like nothing happens && look soooo cute together. so funny. 

i know it's hard to have my own butler like hiro but

still, one can always dream..  

while making this fun post, i listen to: Fire - 2ne1

Herpes zoster aka KAYAP

hello bloggers.. 

today is tuesday & ade pasar malam at my place. been there, done that. but what is that got to do with the post , rite? u wonder...

guess again, my brother abg reza has been infected with shingles or we called it kayap in malay.. it started yesterday when he realized about it & told me and my mom. so today it gets worse && this occurs on his right leg. yes, he went to see a doctor already.. 

i want to post pictures to show u guys bout the disease. but he has went to sleep although it's still early. i will post pictures later k. he wants to rest, so let him. its a pity but still he has to be isolated to avoid any infection to other family members.. ;(

FACTS ABOUT SHINGLES

Herpes zoster (or simply zoster), commonly known as shingles, is a viral disease characterized by a painful skin rash with blisters in a limited area on one side of the body, often in a stripe. The initial infection with varicella zoster virus (VZV) causes the acute (short-lived) illness chickenpox, and generally occurs in children and young people. Once an episode of chickenpox has resolved, the virus is not eliminated from the body but can go on to cause shingles—an illness with very different symptoms—often many years after the initial infection.

so, that's all..

i learnt a new word today && it does't have a great meaning..

BTW,

while making this pitiful post, i listen to: again & again 2PM

A FUN date with my own sexgod..

   

all the pretty moments of us together today. ^^

dear, blog..

Today i had a lot of fun with my one & only real sexgod. yes, i've been dreaming of many hot boys (key & taec) a lot but today is just about nor asyraf. we've gone to Pavillion & walked hand by hand to all the stores that attracted us. Then, we went to Romp. This is when he tried this amazing & cute kinda leather jacket that made me drool more.. gah, i'm such a pedo. ^^ 

this is when i decided that i will buy this particular jacket as his belated birthdays. he is not a strong birthday's present believer so it was hard on choosing a particular present for him in the past. So, money please knock on my door often k.. =)

Then, we headed to Bukit Bintang & Times Square. B4 going home, I stopped to buy 'Mei-chan no Shitsuji' drama. Can't wait to watch it coz it has Hiro Mizushima && he's also a dreamer.. *drools.. - the end

BTW,

i've had no luck on searching picture for this particular black jacket. so i think i have to buy it first to show it.. 

* i looked sooo pinkish for the date today && he's hot with the renoma tshirt & jeans jacket..

yummmmy.. =D

while doing this fun post, i hummed to: my writing.. 

Robbie the sex god or Dave the laugh??

hello again. i just finished reading this book & i can feel Georgina's misery on choosing the right lad for her. first, there's robbie, the sex god & altho he's almost perfect and plays the guitar in a band called Stiff Dylan && hotness overload, he's always busy. hardly ever had time for poor lil G. yes, he's going to be uber rockstar but can G handles the fame & the fact that all girls will be throwing themselves towards sexgod?. well, in the movie where sexgod & g were beginning to know each other & have the hots for one another, i'm soo rooting for these two but since Dave the laugh is one heck of a cuti pie himself, && he's always there to cheer G up.. then my heart is torn between both of the guys.. one fact there is from this all, LUCKY Georgina!!~~

btw

if i'm lil G, i think i'm gonna go for both.. =)

* now, off to read the next series.. 

while making this post, i have a huge grin plastered on my face cz TOMOK won OIM!!~~

this post is made out of anger

Just leave him alone. Its his nose, his face & most importantly, its his choice.

he was handsome before & now even better, i guess..

I LOVE him before && i won't change just becoz of this.

Kim Key is mine && Shinee is awesome!!~~

btw,

 now, his side profile is much more hotter than before. =D

can't wait for their comeback!!~

while making this post, i listen to: Shinee - Love is like oxygen

This relationship is bound to be for eternity

  

i understand his pain & complaints..

.

.

.

hope that he understands my other side of darkness,

.. that always take him for granted knowing that he won't do

anything to hurt me..

.. always blaming him for the things that i know are my mistakes too

.. spend less time with him when i am busy spazzing bout other lads

&& silly me because of my foolishness as his girl future wife..

.

.

.

need to focus on him more, because he's my:

bf , future husband && my future

  

&& he's just soo into me & loves me

so, Nor Asyraf Mohd Zaman..

* this post I dedicate just for u because i.love.u.with.all.my.heart <33

btw, can't wait for our date this Sunday.. 

*smitten heart coz it feels like forever since we last saw each other..

while i'm pouring my heart to this particular post, i listen to: SWAY by Bic Runga

Rules & Regulations
* Do not copy answers.
* Tag questions must be 100% same.
* Tag people before doing the tag

People I Tag

1. Hanis maduku

2. Huda chan

3. Nana vitaeminie

4. Mimi 

5. Tira chomei

6. nisha

7. Atip

8. Dian

9. K. Baiti chomei - sori cz xckp owg la.. =)

-How do you know 1?

* fate brought us together i guess.. altho we were once schoolmates.. =)

-What would you do if you never meet 2?

* my life would be such a bore & dull.. 

-What would you do if 3 & 4 dated?

* i guess they will be dead meat cz i won't allow any LESBO r/ship other than me & yuri =)

-Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?

* no, i guess not cz they are two diff individuals & fyi they are both girls..

-Do you think 7 is attractive?

* yes, definitely a charmer..

-Would you date 8?

* no, well she's not kwon yuri.. =)

-Tell me something about 9.

* she's my roomate & def i'm gonna make her stay with me for years to come. we have our ups & downs but i'm gonna stick by her from now on.. she deserves better friends around her.. =) saranghae k.b.. hehe..

-What’s 1’s favourite past time?

* spazzing bout hot boys like moi~~ =)

-What language does 2 speaks?

* malay, hello..

-Who is 3 going out with?

* i don't know for sure bt she's def into younger boys like myself.. she loves taeminie & minhwan.. =)

-How old is 4?

* same age as moi~~!! 21 this year.. 

-When was the last time you talked to 5?

* i msg her just now, but i talked to her yesterday o the day before.. she's my bestfwen!!~~ =)

-Who is 6’s favorite singer?
* def Siti Nurhaliza!!~~ =)

-Would you date 7?

* if she's a boy, why not!!~~

-Is 8 single?

* i think she is, rite now..

-What’s 9’s last name?

Baiti Jaafar.. =)

while doing this post, i listen to: mama bdengkur.. =)