aku ngah hangin ni.. panas cuaca ku boleh tahan, tp panas sebab doktor ni.. mmg xleh tahan.
yes, this post will be told in dual languages. Ya Allah, kau sabarkanlah hambamu ini.. aku baru je balik dari klinik kerajaan dekat ngn umah aku ni. Sambil mnitis air mataku bercerita ni. aku mmg jarang marah apatah lagi nk berkurang ajar ngn mana2 makhluk Allah mahupown senior citizens. Sungguh aku mmg xbaek, tp aku pandai bfikir mana yg buruk & baek sstu benda tu. story yg mnyeksa jiwa ni bmula begini..
klinik kerajaan mmg banyk pesakit, tu aku pown paham. no aku td 124 dn room oren. ade 2 doktor pmpn yg muda kat situ & 1 nurse yg bising mulutnyer. aku survey je bilik tu n tgk banyak sgt pesakit yg masuk bilik 2, kirenya doktor tu non stop panggil pesakit masuk coz maybe dh kul 12.30 ms tu. nk cepat kuar rehat maybe, i'm not so sure myself. bile time aku, aku dpt dr. yg aku xpnh jmpa ag sblm ni. masuk2 je, ade 1 auntie ni dh sound dh nurse td ckp, 'laenkali bgtau la yg kena sign dr. nurse tu pown bising, kn td dh ckp.. bmula la negatif impression aku kat bilik tu again& again.
terus aku duduk n bg pendapat aku kt dr. bitchy ni, ngn nada xkuat tp xpelahan cz byk pesakit, aku tkt dia xdgr..
i: mcmne saye nk tunjuk body sy kalu manyak laki kat sini, npe pggl btubi2 pesakit.?'
ni je aku ckp, ttba
dr.b*: ni ckp,ape sakit awak ni? cite je la dlu sakit nyer ni ttba nk maen marah je, sy kna jmpa byk pesakit la. kat sni mmg mcm ni pggl byk2. ni bukan nyer private hospital tgk sowg2. ape awk engat ni private hospital k?!!~ dan dia tgk kad aku smbil ckp, baru 21 thn dh kurang ajar. pe nk jd la dgn budak2 zmn skang ni??!!!
aku terkesima & tkelu pastu rasa maybe salah aku, n apologized. yes, what a coward kn i ni towards org yg ptt help take care kite tp dh marah2 kite cm lembu je.
dr.b*: mmg saye marah, saye ngh marah ni.. aku nk je ckp.. marah ko je ko tau, marah aku?? tp diam mbisu sahaja.
dr.b* : ape masalah ko ni? ko sakit pe ni??
dia guna 'ko' tuk aku.. wah, politenyerr dr. ni kan dlm ati aku.. terus xde respect lgsg.
i: mcmni la dr., kalu dr. benci sgt tgk muka sy, tulis je kt kad tu for my next visit let me see another dr. xyah jmpa dr. dh
dr.b*: mmg saye nk tulis pown, sy mmg xmo jmpa awk lg.. dh la sy marah ni xde mood nk tgk awk ni. duduk je dlu biar dr. sblh ni jmpa awk!
aku cm terkejut gile, tp nk wat cmne. org yg pandai xnk jmpa kite so i just sat there w/out glancing at her a bit pown cz my pride was hurt & my heart ached. how could she said something like tht to her patient. if i'm her biggest prob, she should just handled me with patience. coz as far as i know, everyday dr. is working with people & its her job to ensure tht the patience is treated, rite? now my respect for dr at that klinik is decreasing.
then, thank God cz dr from my previous visit took me to another room to examinate me cz that room is just filling with men & people and how could i show my body to them, rite?? if u're wondering what my problem is, let me just clarify here tht i indeed,have a very bad body skin. but now, it just keeps on spreading to my heart & dignity.
in the other room, i couldn't control my tears no more and just burst out crying.. i told the dr. what's on my mind & she checked me thoroughly & get me a recommended letter to see dermatologist. no more seeing that bitch's face for sure.. b4 i went out from the room, i said loudly, ' terima kasih la dr. banyak2 k.' with a very cynical tone && w/out looking at tht bitch's face! hope tht she remembers me well, bcz i won't forget hers.
maybe in her world, it's okay for older, more number in one's age to be rude towards the younger one but it's way wrong for a 21 y.o to be rude although she is badly treated?
well, what can i say. life is so full of surprises & soo unfair.
BTW,
umor dr. bitchy ni cm baru2 jd doktor gak. how do i know? it's easy.
bcoz she's lack in humanity & politeness factor.
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